welcome Cay! Nice of you to join us. Sounds like you've had quite the journey. I hope we can offer support and community in your life after Mormonism. Feel free to drop by the chat room and say hi. Enjoy the site and community.
I guess I'm still at the angry phase. I've moved clear across the country to "home" my youngest son is with me. One of the hardest, most hated things I have to do is read "scripture" with him every night. He is a recently returned missionary and I don't want to crush him, so I do this, even tho things jump out of what we are reading and they make me angry God seems so petty in the D&C.
The other thing that is twisting my knickers is all the people (women) I've met want to project their image of who they are on to me. I am not kidding. Why does every woman my age think that we all watch Oprah, do "crafting" etc? I hate this, I guess I feel a little bad that they think they know me, and they're gonna be surprised and disappointed to find out that I don't do ANY of the "girly" sh*t they think is appropriate