Kiley's Blog (2)

About to leave for the airport - Going to SLC

I am sitting in my apartment trying not to chew my fingernails off. I am going back to Utah to spend time with the family for two weeks over the holidays. I have not seen them for about 8 months and this is the first time that I will be seeing them face to face since we started having conversations about why I am leaving the church. Things are very bipolar. Sometimes my family seems ok and we have normal calm conversations about normal things (work, school, whatever). Other times the… Continue

Added by Kiley on December 21, 2009 at 12:00pm — 3 Comments

Sometimes I wish I could get "plugged back in".

This last week has been kind of a rough week. Throughout the last week I have been thinking a lot about how hard it is to deal with the loss of my world view. At first I felt freed by leaving everything behind, and to a degree I do still feel freed. I feel a weight has been lifted, but in many ways the previous weight has been replaced by other things. I find that I am having to reexamine everything about my life. I am having to deal with family issues related to leaving. I left in the first… Continue

Added by Kiley on November 28, 2009 at 12:47pm — 5 Comments

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