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Exmormonism Conference: Quite an experience!

Its been 25 years since I officially submitted my letter of resignation to Spencer W. Kimball.  Back then it seemed more like being cast into "outer darkness" to purposely turn one's back on "The Church".  If not for the Tanners good work as well as the book "Godmakers", I would have felt totally alone.

After so many years I had assumed I was an anomaly and never expected to meet another Son of Perdition such as I... that is until I happened to come across this site and discovered…


Added by SunOfPerdition on October 25, 2013 at 4:50pm — 3 Comments

The Mormon Church and Organized Crime


Its all True, but click on the links to learn more

Added by Richard Beals on October 25, 2013 at 11:22am — No Comments

utlm messenger

If you have never read the UTLM messenger the latest is a knockout for anyone who questions the authoritarian rule of the lds church. check out the website.

Added by xtranch on October 12, 2013 at 8:17am — No Comments

Funny story that happened to me last GC

How to make a room of YSA's go silent.

Added by youngsinglerunning on October 5, 2013 at 10:16am — No Comments

Potty Training

I had no idea people used the bathroom for THAT!  A mormon girl walks into a bar, gets tipsy, and meets a hot guy, guess what happens next?

Added by youngsinglerunning on October 3, 2013 at 2:12pm — No Comments

Exmormon Foundation Conference 2013: Micah McAllister - Exit Strategy: Leaving Mormonism with your Dignity and Integrity Intact


I left the church in mid-2008 and found myself at my first ex-Mormon conference 5 years ago.  That conference stirred my enthusiasm for this community such that I started the social network Life After for anyone leaving the church to find community and support in their transition out of the church.  I became very active in the online forums and became aware of the common themes and challenges almost all of us face in leaving the…


Added by MikeUtah on October 1, 2013 at 8:00pm — 8 Comments

Ten Practical Steps to a More Enjoyable Life After Leaving Mormonism

1.  Let go of Judgment

"You must learn to transcend judgement if you want to be happy...It is a large thinking sickness, since judgements begin with your minds. Instead of walking through life being mad at what is and what people choose to be, you might consider acceptance as an alternative. Instead of wishing that your reality were different, you might try treating it as a miracle worthy of being cherished. Freeing…


Added by MikeUtah on September 24, 2013 at 4:00pm — 4 Comments

Blood Sacrifice

I was told it was better for someone to die then leave the church.  I felt guilty for saving my sister for years.

Added by youngsinglerunning on September 14, 2013 at 9:21am — No Comments

Of course a third of us Hosts of Heaven rejected the Plan of Salvation...Here's Why:

A message from "We are Legion"

Channeled through MikeUtah (Micah McAllister)

So do you remember that war in heaven?  Yeah, neither do we.  But that's because it wasn't any sort of war.  It was a hostage situation, a blackmail, where human bodies of flesh and bone were held from those of us who wouldn't cave to Daddy's favorite son's so called "Plan…


Added by MikeUtah on September 8, 2013 at 4:30pm — 6 Comments

Second Article: Can I Just Go Pee, Please?

Boy or girl. Women’s or Men's. To most people going to the bathroom isn’t given a second thought. If you are female, obviously you go in the girls’…


Added by Cousin It, Al on September 3, 2013 at 12:25am — No Comments

My First Article: Fooling Myself

I was one of those girls who preferred jeans over dresses; remote controlled cars over Barbies. Yet,  the things that I hated and thought were boring…


Added by Cousin It, Al on September 3, 2013 at 12:22am — No Comments


I have been writing articles for

Figured I might as well post them here too. Comments are welcomed.

Added by Cousin It, Al on September 3, 2013 at 12:18am — No Comments

A Fictional Short (Well, Half of One).

Upon this confession, Alice felt her face grow red. She hadn't meant to spill any more words than necessary, yet somehow she found her mouth full of them. Of course, that wasn't the worst of it. The worst of it was still coming; the look that the officer would give her – that look of pity – that would be the worst. Nothing was worse to Alice than being pitied. She was all too familiar with that dastardly expression, and she didn't want to be pitied; she wanted to be…


Added by loveslabourslost on September 2, 2013 at 12:52pm — No Comments

A FB Conversation with a Doubter

My ongoing conversation with someone I hope converts to lamanism soon, :)

Added by Saint Noodle on August 26, 2013 at 10:24pm — No Comments


My g-g-grandmother was CREEK, and she passes down the thought that we were decendants of the star people. I studied many religions, and I found out that when it came to Mormonism, they didn't just want you to study it, they wanted you to wear it on your sleave. They wanted your whole life consumed in the church and each other. It seemed like this was their way of bleeding every dollar they could from…


Added by Benjamin on August 24, 2013 at 3:15pm — No Comments

Transforming Belief, De-converting the Convert Via Conversion

The transformation of belief depends less on the destruction of the current belief paradigms, and more on the introduction of reality based, universally-applicable beliefs, moving the pupil up the ladder of conscious awareness, and away from the blinders of the old beliefs.  In other words, converting the convert to more tangible and beneficial beliefs.  Defenses can be more easily bypassed using this approach, than a direct frontal assault on the current beliefs, trying to show the error of…


Added by MikeUtah on August 23, 2013 at 5:00am — 10 Comments

Looking Back Into The Box

Feeling awkward in a world of brainwashed people

Added by Saint Noodle on August 21, 2013 at 12:47pm — No Comments

My New Blog

Added by Saint Noodle on August 21, 2013 at 10:57am — No Comments

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