I was raised mormon and left the church because of my sexual orientation. I don't feel like i wilingly left. I feel as if i don't belong anymore. I love my partner very much and I wont give up what we have for a community that wont accept me.
You are most welcome here Jasmine! You are not alone and you have not done anything wrong. I hope you'll feel comfortable and welcome here and find others who understand best where you are coming from. We have weekly chat parties on Friday nights at starting around 9-10pm eastern. You also find groups here that you may relate to and links to other sites that you may also find helpful. What you may be going through is cult mind programing withdrawal as the manipulation runs deep. You might find Steven Hassan's books helpful in overcoming the programing. Let me know if you have any comments, suggestions or questions. Take care!