"hi
im sad you feel like this its something that is horrible for you to feel so alone. i know its not a physical one but heres a big hug from me (((( HUG))))))
i hope so much you dont do anything about how your feeling , you will getthrough this x
im…"
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Odd Question to Ask a Child
Started this discussion. Last reply by DFRV Dec 31. 5 Replies 0 Likes
X-mas day on a Sunday, and I've been pulled out of bed to listen to some old man talk about his childhood in the church, and all the silly little things he asked his parents and/or teachers. This got…Continue
If Mormons Never Existed
Started this discussion. Last reply by Nicholas Dec 14, 2011. 2 Replies 0 Likes
If Joe Smith never started this company, where would we all be today?I'm sure there would be some other cult/company that would replace the Mormons, but where would we all be if Mormonism never took…Continue
Mormon Rank
Started this discussion. Last reply by ingle92protege Nov 10, 2011. 13 Replies 0 Likes
Just wanted to throw this out there, out of sheer curiosity. I do not remember what people called it, so we'll just say "Mormon Rank." What "rank" did everyone get to when they left the…Continue
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Dr.Manuel Gerardo Monasterio commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"Dear: Waht i am going to say is not critical, I'm far awaymf from taht and physically also from you, dealing with troubled people all day long since many years ago Therefore, what I am going to tell you is just what I receive from you story in…"
Deanna Joy commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"Athinker~i Feel Your Pain~ i Haven't Written My "Story" yet..Because of the Pain & Loss ~ However ,What Is Important Is That~ If You Focus On Something You Really Believe in ....What Do You Really Really Desire? ... That Is…"
Un-Tarded commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"Loneliness sucks. Nine years ago when I moved here to western Maryland, I had no idea how bad it could be.
I've no Ex-Mo hookups, no Atheist hookups, nothing closer than 100 miles away (Baltimore and Washington). I haven't the health nor…"
Zman commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"I understand how you feel.... all my family is thousands of miles away out of the country. One person in a town of nearly one and a half million know me(on a name basis outside work-my roommate) My kids are growing up in my remarried out of…"
DFRV commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"It is really hard to overcome loneliness. I live with my parents so I have them around but sometimes I long to have friends to spend time with as well. The one close friend I did have in the area I live just moved out of state.…"
Ed Wise commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"AThinker, I remember so clearly the kind of pain you are having. MikeUtah's quote from Dr. Dyer (above) is wonderful. Also, I echo Dan's advice (also above). I spent the years between 1999 and 2004 learning how to enjoy my own…"
MikeUtah commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"AThinker, I feel your pain and hope you will reach out to resources or people near you for help. It's difficult to convey much compassion in words only. One of the wisest things I've read in my journey outside of Mormonism…"
"Thank you for expressing your feelings. No one can help if you remained silent. It is comforting to feel loved but it is just as comforting to give love, or a helping hand. Who are your friends? Most likely those to whom you have shown compassion…"
Mimosa commented on AThinker's blog post My Cry For Help"Oh God, Thinker, I'm so sorry. The pain I feel in your words just breaks my heart. We all have hard times and I'm sure most here can relate, but please hang on until it gets better. You are too lonely to go on? You…"
AThinker posted a blog postMy Cry For Help
I envy those who have another in their life. Ones that are close by, to love, hold, and be with. My heart cannot stand it, and I wonder about death.My girlfriend is far away, and I am alone. My sister is far away, and I am doubly alone. I'm empty, dead, forever alone. I am without comfort, save for the little messages I get from my sister. She's trying her best, by sending virtual "hugs", but those don't work.I want to have REAL comfort. I need to be held, to be loved. No one cares, though, so…See More
AThinker replied to Tubycat's discussion questin about dating mormons"It wont, so long as you don't get pressured into going. Bear in mind, though, once his ward finds out about your existence, they may be inclined to try and drag you into their little cult."
DFRV replied to AThinker's discussion Odd Question to Ask a Child"I remember people talking when I was younger about how someday the world would be so wicked that members of the church would be persecuted like they were in biblical times again. It was frightening to me because I didn't think I could…"
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- Fascinated by Occult Sciences
Officially an Ex-Mor(m)on on Sept 1, 2011
Bisexual, already been threatened by bishops and stake presidents because of that.
Have a girlfriend now.
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- Baking, carving, being with my girlfriend, planning the future.
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- Favorite activity after mormonism?
- Porn.
Sleeping with my girlfriend.
Hugging gay guys; flirting with them.
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My Cry For Help
Posted on January 14, 2012 at 10:41pm 10 Comments 0 Likes
I envy those who have another in their life. Ones that are close by, to love, hold, and be with. My heart cannot stand it, and I wonder about death.
My girlfriend is far away, and I am alone. My sister is far away, and I am doubly alone. I'm empty, dead, forever alone. I am without comfort, save for the little messages I get from my sister. She's trying her best, by sending virtual "hugs", but those don't work.
I want to have REAL comfort. I need to be held, to be loved. No one…
Continue Love's Journey
Posted on November 8, 2011 at 1:10am 0 Comments 0 Likes
I'm in love for the first time in my life, and it is good. I haven't felt this wonderful in a very long time, maybe never. She is everything that I could ask for, but the downside is, her immune system has taken way too many blows when she was little, and that worries me greatly. A month ago, she had a bad cold which turned into a flu in a few days. And now? She has bronchitis, but still, I'm there for her, even though we're in two separate countries. I'm in southern California, while she is…
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- At 3:53am on November 28, 2011,
AlphaBitch Soup said… - Gorgeous food presentation! 8-)
- At 8:59am on September 6, 2011, pollypinks said…
Excellant pics. A very talented person. Thank you.
- At 6:54pm on September 1, 2011,
Die Lorelei WOB said… You are an artist wow very beautiful.
- At 9:39am on August 31, 2011, MikeUtah said…
Welcome AThinker! Good to have you here. Enjoy the site and community.
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