What is a DH? I keep seeing this in stories on here....something husband, right?
That is a sad story Jenny and I feel your loss. When someone asks me what the purpose of life is without god I reply, To build a bridge so the person behind us will have an easier journey. I sure your reaction to your sacrifice will be one of those bridges.
sad story :(so sorry for your loss but glad that you are feeling the freedom of leaving the church. my husband and i also feel soooo much closer today no more quiet judgements no more pressure to be perfect. sadly he ws diagnosed with cancer of the oesaphagus shortly after we left - purely co incidence but luckily caught early.