IT's been about 10 years since I decided to walk away from mormonism. However, it was long before than the doubting and questioning began. I was born in the church and was the center of my early years. I was conditioned and educated to be a TBM. I even read the BoM befor I was baptised at age 8, a the same time I was learning about the native peoples of the Americas in School. The facts never matched and I had trouble believeing th BoM stories, although it had great adventures and courageous…

I envy those who have another in their life. Ones that are close by, to love, hold, and be with. My heart cannot stand it, and I wonder about death.

My girlfriend is far away, and I am alone. My sister is far away, and I am doubly alone. I'm empty, dead, forever alone. I am without comfort, save for the little messages I get from my sister. She's trying her best, by sending virtual "hugs", but those don't work.

I want to have REAL comfort. I need to be held, to be loved. No one…

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For anyone who has been contemplating the mythical story of Christ, here's some insight. Feel free to comment!